
This is a cruel architectural truth. Sorry, I guess not only architectural. So many things look so good because of their lightness and quickness. They look like some genius just came and did that. Just like that. "snap" voiala... I am doing a lot of computer work, designs etc. so I became good i recognizing these things. My big idol, gapingvoid, hmm, look more carefully, that is not a pen, that is tablet, taht is not a color pencil that was filled in computer, and this face, or this little abstract art.. did I see it somwhere. Yes, they are repeating in many skatches. Nothing against that, it is still wonderfull, all these ideas. But recently I realized this fact. People, friends, customers want something that looks good. What looks good, looks like done quicky. If it's done quickly, you can do more of it! Or, you can have less money, you haven't spent so much time wit it. On the other hand, it need so much patience to sit down on your butt, and adjust every little detail, in order to make it look good, spontaneously, quick... That's just unfair. Too many ideas, not enough time, not enough sleep... Anyway, just got to sit down and make some more quickly looking things. Life is hard. Not only for me, don't worry I know that. Good luck to you all and hope to see you, if I ever get out of this chair....