January 2011

strange times

13. january 2011 at 18:13 | Alfred
blue feelings

strange to be in the middle of feeling good and feeling blue...

pardon me

5. january 2011 at 19:03 | Alfred
drowning man

Pardon me for being always so pessimistic, sad, depressed and what ever else. I think I do this to my self. I read peoples expressions the wrong way, I read between the lines where i should not, i keep upsetting myself with things that shouldn't matter anymore. I guess i am turning into that old crampy lonely man no one wants to have anything with. 

I wanna go out, dance, drink, but instead I go home, thinks about all the stuff I need to clean and tide up but never do, and go to sleep. 

Yap... thats me.

I think I am loosing direction

4. january 2011 at 19:06 | Alfred
loosing direction