strange to be in the middle of feeling good and feeling blue...
January 2011
pardon me
5. january 2011 at 19:03 | Alfred
Pardon me for being always so pessimistic, sad, depressed and what ever else. I think I do this to my self. I read peoples expressions the wrong way, I read between the lines where i should not, i keep upsetting myself with things that shouldn't matter anymore. I guess i am turning into that old crampy lonely man no one wants to have anything with.
I wanna go out, dance, drink, but instead I go home, thinks about all the stuff I need to clean and tide up but never do, and go to sleep.
Yap... thats me.
